tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-349345582024-02-21T01:22:28.544+05:30aggravatingly contumacious yet serenewhere my thoughts take form...Si_Leehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10969804220266319770noreply@blogger.comBlogger78125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-34934558.post-35863356360193576522014-05-24T03:29:00.000+05:302014-05-24T03:29:12.175+05:30Coming back tonight
The stumbling steps and sleepy sighs,
An eager embrace, those eloquent eyes...
The mesmerizing charms, spell binding smiles,
A perfect welcome, after all those miles..
Day after day, miles after miles,
between you and me, these moments sublime...
Yet, day after day, before each miles,
the heart yearns for the same, one more time...
Fleeting moments these, do not fly,
Every daySi_Leehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10969804220266319770noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-34934558.post-19889682983353970262014-05-23T04:19:00.001+05:302014-05-23T17:13:39.910+05:30Ab nibhana hai tujhpe, ei-zindagi...
Kaise jiyen jaa rahein hain, hum tujhe ei-zindagi..
Ek manzil hai nahin, kai manzilein ei-zindagi..
paane ki hai khwahishein aseem ei-zindagi...
khone ki hai gunjayish, har lamhe mein ei-zindagi...
Teri khatir ya meri khatir jiyun, bata ei-zindagi..
Iss sahi aur us galat mein kyun hai uljhi ei-zindagi..
Kuch hai paana kuch hai khona kabhi hasna kabhi hai rona,
kyun inn aise tukadoan se judkeSi_Leehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10969804220266319770noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-34934558.post-16409882991285162222011-06-12T18:41:00.000+05:302011-06-12T18:41:03.268+05:30Some random writes 1ek ashq, ek alphaaz, ek nagmey ka mol kya karein .. ulfat mein guzare pal ka tol kya karein ... zindagi aks ban ke reh jaati hai us ek qadam ka, Us raah aur manzil ki yaaroan ab parwaah kya karein ... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~A pain of a beloved, echoes in our heart.. from their afflictions, how ever can we part... so known like a Si_Leehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10969804220266319770noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-34934558.post-35426526258462995852011-04-08T12:46:00.002+05:302011-04-08T12:47:29.999+05:30कहो ना कभी
कहो ना कभी की तुम मेरे साथ साथ आओगे
दिन कई मेरे संग बिताओगे
रातों में ख्वाब में भी तुम आओगे
कहो ना कभी ऐसे भी, की मेरे संग तुम गाओगे
गीत नए धुन नयी हमारे वासते बनोगे
मेरी नज़रों के सामने नाचते ही जाओगे
मुस्कुराहटों से तुम मेरी दुनिया को भर जोगी
कहो ना कभी की मेरे हाथों में हाथ तुम डालोगे
पैरों से पैर हर घडी मिलाओगे
हर सफ़र को ताज़ा तुम बनाओगे
हर डगर को Si_Leehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10969804220266319770noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-34934558.post-55378046000516286222011-04-07T10:35:00.001+05:302011-04-07T10:40:02.765+05:30इंतज़ार ख़तम होने को है
चाहे जहां तू चले .. चाहे जिधर तू थमे
रहूँ मै तेरे लिए, हर घडी, हर जगेह..
ख्वाबों को तेरे, करदूं हसीन
भर दू तेरे दिल में हसी
ख्वाहिशों को तेरी कर दूं पूरा
न छोडूं तेरी किसी चाह को अधूरा
ऐसे तुझे समेट लूं अपनी ओढ़ में
जैसे नमी छुपी ओस कि बूंद में
थामी है मैंने बाहें तेरी
पाऊँगा प्यार वाली मंजिल तेरी
है कसम मेरी जान-ऐ-हसीन
चलता जाऊंगा चाहे जले ज़मीन
Si_Leehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10969804220266319770noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-34934558.post-58569898975297970942011-04-06T12:19:00.000+05:302011-04-06T12:19:07.550+05:30जीवन गीतहलका फुलका बुलबुले सा लम्हा
इधर उधर आसमान में उढ़ता
मचलता नाचता रहता
अपनी ही धुन का राही था वो
प्यारी सी सुरीली सी नगमा
सुर और ताल का वो टुकड़ा
गीत और बोल गुनगुनाती
संगीत अपना सजाती थी वो
देखो आज वो छोटा सा लम्हा
आके नगमे से है मिल रहा
एक नया संसार रचाना चाहता
खुद को यादगार बनाना चाहता है वो
नगमा भी तो लम्हे को चाहती
उसमें भर के उसको मधुर बनाके
सदा बहार Si_Leehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10969804220266319770noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-34934558.post-25221189505644299442011-03-28T11:03:00.003+05:302011-03-28T11:03:51.589+05:30CompanionsSid~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
In your stride, through the dunes
ride me through, life's lovely tunes
make the way, through the caves
sail me through, life's troubled waves..
hold my breath in your heart
make sure, we never part
give me bliss, show me smiles
fill my life, with sweet reprise
touch me such, stroke me so
love's aura on me bestow
hold me such, embrace me so
in your being, ISi_Leehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10969804220266319770noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-34934558.post-13220943879312237312011-03-23T15:30:00.002+05:302011-03-23T15:30:11.938+05:30kabhi to kahin tokabhi to kahin to
paunga mai khud ko tere jasbaatoon mein
rahegi.. mere sang..
tu khil ke ... sang apne armaanoon ke ...
likhenge .. hum kayi..
sunehri si khilkhilaati daastaanein ...
Kabhi to kahin to ..
zameen pe banayenge mahal jo dekhe hain apne khwaboon mein
gayenge .. hum naye ..
geet jo bikherenge rang taranoon mein...
dogi tum.. mujhe kabhi..
har pal mein sang jeeney ke sau afsane...
Si_Leehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10969804220266319770noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-34934558.post-25038905849291423272011-03-14T17:26:00.000+05:302011-03-14T17:26:19.489+05:30The mortar of faithThe first monument
shattered ruins
Once opulent
and filled with dreams
Wizardry of love
brimming in you
Mason rejuvenated
a bastion new
Monument lost
buried behind
a concealed tomb
in dungeons of mind
Bastion glorious
flags uphold masts
the faith mortar
forever lasts
Winds torrent
strike faith
emotions torment
mortar breaks
cracks emerge
buttress crumbled
egos surge
bastion humbled
Dusts Si_Leehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10969804220266319770noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-34934558.post-77086920453434016772009-02-03T20:08:00.003+05:302009-02-03T20:14:36.656+05:30The Reclamation...It has been a very hectic three months and I have decided to end my self imposed hiatus from blogging. I made quite a few accquaintances and this is to apprise them of my return to this world with a new spirit, new mood and light.here's the new blog link:www.sidzreclaimed.blogspot.comSi_Leehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10969804220266319770noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-34934558.post-40682878430375352472008-10-22T11:27:00.006+05:302010-08-11T21:42:41.784+05:30The last nail ... an adieuIt's been a journey in the true sense of the word, the last few months that is. During it's course I analysed my own self, understood the dark side that lay within me and worked towards freeing myself from it's clutches. I realised the need to send a facet of my character into hibernation, exile rather. The need arose from a simple revelation that I lacked the strength to uphold any form of new Si_Leehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10969804220266319770noreply@blogger.com18tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-34934558.post-65213276800556290052008-10-14T23:25:00.001+05:302008-10-14T23:25:35.297+05:30Shadows of my soul descried... part 2That day he parted ways from her. That day the structure of his strength gave up under fatigue. 5 years had passed since the day he had confessed his love to her, 9 since the day they became friends. He now needed support, having provided that to her for so long.... contd. ...He had confined himself to his room, with his laptop being his only "Companion". He had friends and friends who were near Si_Leehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10969804220266319770noreply@blogger.com19tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-34934558.post-34916211101049237502008-10-07T12:53:00.002+05:302008-10-07T12:55:15.731+05:30Shadows of my soul descried... part 1They had been very good friends for the last 3 years now and were only getting closer with every passing moment. Spending hours talking to each other on the phone was now a daily activity for them, a part of their routine. Ah! Those were the days of their sweet 16. Life seemed beautiful, almost perfect while they were making conversation. There was a certain innocence to it, the innocence of two Si_Leehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10969804220266319770noreply@blogger.com37tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-34934558.post-52819942184013546732008-10-04T01:26:00.006+05:302008-10-04T03:01:32.999+05:30Descrying the shadows of my soul..Why is it said,"To err is human" ? Is it intended to give you a licence to commit mistakes,to take steps that lead to disasters ? We come across crossroads so many times in our lives and we always without exception know what is the right path,yet many a times we refrain from treading on it. The reasons can be many.They can be of avarice,of vanity,of weakness,of ego,of sheer lack of courage and Si_Leehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10969804220266319770noreply@blogger.com49tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-34934558.post-38804539632893791462008-10-02T15:49:00.005+05:302008-10-02T21:15:47.049+05:30A widows plight...It was a moment of great loss,her life filled with despairHe had departed from this realm,leaving behind an heirThe sindoor had been wiped off her,left was a pallid face..while she could still feel his touch,his comforting embrace..Her bangles were broken, but her tears were not wipedshe was stripped of all ornaments,while none saw the way she cried..they made her don bleached apparels, Si_Leehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10969804220266319770noreply@blogger.com51tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-34934558.post-88962408147958678342008-09-29T01:00:00.003+05:302008-09-29T02:12:54.131+05:30All you do is talk all the way...All you do is talk all the way...You consider it a liability, object to be given awaymake of it a burden,endorse it for just the right price,wanting to shrug it off your shoulders,put it on display..If the market is low, to dispose off,schemes you devise..You make her a commodity,market her countenancetreat her inferior,land a blow to her self confidence..take her for granted,make her pay for herSi_Leehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10969804220266319770noreply@blogger.com38tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-34934558.post-64493337737505653042008-09-26T10:23:00.003+05:302008-09-26T10:42:14.608+05:30Live Today.. not yesterday or tomorrow...The following lines are inspired from a small piece I read on Akshaya's blog. I lived today .. like everyday ...but life seemed to be better yesterday ..I thought of living the future in a better way...not happy with what had become of me today ...I lay desolate,waiting for the end of the day ..the clock stopped ticking ... and i lost track of today ....time passed, kept me unaware, at bay ....Si_Leehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10969804220266319770noreply@blogger.com35tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-34934558.post-57487027548927928962008-09-24T00:33:00.008+05:302008-09-24T02:15:31.492+05:30What good a life ?, If filled with regrets.These lines are a letter of advice to me by my dear father. I am attempting a translation here for the few readers of mine who do not understand Hindi. though this time it is just a translation in the form of a paragraph.. rather the gist of what has been conveyed above..~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~dil ki baat waqt pe suno ...(hear the voice of your heart Si_Leehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10969804220266319770noreply@blogger.com32tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-34934558.post-51808271356292345072008-09-19T23:46:00.004+05:302008-09-20T01:34:43.951+05:30Ek dua hai ....(a prayer is all that's left)yet another translation of a poem i wrote 3 years back ... as usual its nt better than the original .. I have tried to maintain the intensity .. don't know how far i succeeded...~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~I know not from where it comes,that which ails my heart..I see no end to it,every passing moment further burdens my heartthe ground beneath seems to Si_Leehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10969804220266319770noreply@blogger.com44tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-34934558.post-26124453407790479302008-09-17T20:06:00.006+05:302008-09-18T00:37:23.263+05:30Kaise main kahoon unse, tu mere liye kya hai.....(How do I put in words to them, what you mean to me...)The poem below was written on 8th-Aug-2003 while i was in the train on my way to my University.It was the first time i was going there.The poem is in hindi followed by a transliteration which will not be an exact one , for those who do not understand hindi...~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Kaise main kahoon unse, tu mere liye kya hai.....Kaise main kahoon unseSi_Leehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10969804220266319770noreply@blogger.com29tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-34934558.post-70438601953073794832008-09-14T17:11:00.008+05:302008-09-15T23:40:15.303+05:30Descrying the Shadows....It had been a good Saturday for him, the meeting had gone well in the afternoon.Towards the evening he saw the two movies he had been waiting for since a long time.He always loved "Al Pacino", a big fan of his,he could watch any of his movies any number of times.It was around 1 am when he came out of the theatre.Bidding adieu to his friend he walked towards his other "love",his Karizma.There was Si_Leehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10969804220266319770noreply@blogger.com26tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-34934558.post-33881559407669388902008-09-14T14:39:00.010+05:302008-09-14T17:11:07.012+05:30AwardsFirst for some news ;)I have been showered upon awards... :D First two from my new found Di(cess)...1)The Million Dollar Friend award2)The Blogroll Award here are the awards i received from gauri mathur :1) Brillante Weblog Premio-20082)Lifetime blogger friendThanks the two of you for your appreciation.. I will soon be awarding them to others ... next post ... hard decision..(considering all Si_Leehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10969804220266319770noreply@blogger.com8tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-34934558.post-37909602747834981662008-09-10T23:21:00.007+05:302008-09-11T00:34:25.332+05:30I will love you...Come what may...I wrote this poem on 14jan 2003... one of my earlier works... probably why nothing dark in it~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~`I shall be there for you,forever and ever to comeTo be with you always,to be not two but onewalk with you through lanes ahead dark and sly,be with you through all your sorrows and strife.We shall show the world,the strength that lies,deep beneath ourSi_Leehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10969804220266319770noreply@blogger.com24tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-34934558.post-18843193084609063622008-09-07T17:12:00.003+05:302008-09-07T23:02:42.851+05:30Maybe that night...This is a translation of a Hindi poem I wrote in May 2004 ...Dusk was approaching the city covered by lights,there was commotion all around, hustle in someone's mind.Shadows cast by dark clouds encroached upon the sunlight,as he kept walking on a path that had been nothing but unkind.An ordinary man, he traveled on the less often traveled paths,but his destination was in someone's arms, his Si_Leehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10969804220266319770noreply@blogger.com20tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-34934558.post-35979106272142599612008-09-04T20:44:00.003+05:302008-09-04T21:47:12.790+05:30How do I stay alive???All that's left of my heart beat is only a throttled breath,An unknown inadequacy in my desires has taken birth..With the fuel of aspirations,on life's path does man ride,but the yearning to live itself seems to be beyond my heart's stride..It's not been a wretched life,many wishes have been rendered,but a prayer from within my heart always remained unanswered..To make one smile it takes only a Si_Leehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10969804220266319770noreply@blogger.com20